Wednesday 26 August 2009

Acid

My first acid trip was taken back in the summer of '93 in Golders Green North West London in the garden, or, that at least is where it began, of the traveller dos house where I began my break away from wife,religion and South Africa.

It was a beautiful day one that England occasionally throws at you from time to time and the house occupants were pretty much all there. Kiwi Glen with his moustache and stove pipe jeans, James with his moods and wavy long hair, me with my eye patch and various other reproachable miscreants of either gender who occupied Ambrose Avenue at that time.
It was a Sunday and I was working that evening as a security guard at the Barbican centre. Having never done acid or any research into it before I had no idea it was a twenty four hour commitment but oh boy I was about to find out and HOW!
Glen came swaggering over grinning at me and with outstretched hand offered me a tiny bit of cardboard with a bit of Bart Simpson on it. Ere Richie boy 'av one of these they're great. OK I said and swallowed the trip with a sip of cider.
I then decided to sit down and roll a joint as I wanted to come up on the acid through a familiar high trying to bring reason and good judgement to a whole new dimension. In the middle of this one of the girls went past and stuck some poppers under my nose. Well the top of my head opened up and became momentarily one with the cosmos although my senses returned fairly quickly and I managed to complete the joint.
The sweet smell of the skunk permeated the garden and soon I had a small circle around me all expert students in the art of spliff politics. I had my few tokes and passed the joint. Suddenly I noticed as I passed the joint that my arm kept on stretching for about five feet like one of the fantastic four. Cool I thought, freaky but cool.
I walked away from the circle and as I kept walking the sound of everyone there stayed with me as if I had a set of earphones on. It was really odd I went into the house and the same group of people were still talking to me. I sat down and tuned into the music and that really lifted me into another world. Suddenly I was sweating so off came my shirt and then I was part of everything and everything was a part of me. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My body was moving and my head kept changing shape. I was not freaked but fascinated by this and stared at myself changing shape for ages.
I suddenly remembered I had to go to work and it was already four in the afternoon. I was now really high but I still tried to get myself ready for work. Of course by now loads of people were also tripping and knew I had to get to work, well I had a few spectators watching me try to get dressed one or two I think were even trying to help me as I was finding it nearly impossible. Trying to put my tie on completely defeated me.
Somehow I pointed myself in the direction of the tube station and walked the fifteen minutes or so all the while hearing noises from far away and not the ones that were surrounding me. I suddenly found the pavement fascinating and kept declining invitations to live just underneath it. I was sure there was some secret entrance there and I promised wholeheartedly that although I did not then have the time I would return to discover the pavements secret in the future.
As I sat on the tube I remember seeing the floor disappear and watched the tracks whiz past trying not to fall through the floor.
As we approached Kings Cross I saw what appeared to be panic on the platform. Oh my god I thought there had been a bomb explosion and people were in a blind panic. I saw an underground employee help an aged woman in to the carriage. I noticed the public that were in the carriage with me seemed to give not one bit of notice. Well I thought how callous people are and as I could take it no longer I stood up and announced" Doesn't anyone care?" Obviously no one did as the bomb had only gone off in my head and not on the Kings Cross platform. Luckily as I had now attracted some strange looks my stop came soon and I got off telling myself to be quiet and formulate a quick story to get the hell off work as there was no way on earth that I was going to do a twelve hour night shift with the thoughts and hallucinations that were running through my head.
I arrived at the building and clutching my stomach ran into the entrance hall past the security guards into a little side office where I lay on the ground until one of the guards came in. Oi, mate you all right? Nah, terrible stomach pains must be a dodgy take away I ate. Better get yourself off home then. Don't worry we will get someone to cover. Thank god, I picked myself off the floor and stumbled out. Just as well really as the walls were melting in a lava like fashion.
I don't remember much about the return journey except thinking When I came out of the underground that I had been in it for twenty four hours.
When I arrived back at Ambrose Ave the house was empty as everyone had gone down to the pub. Autopilot took over once again and I found myself there with everyone from the house in full swing. A cheer went up in recognition of my adventure and a pint was suddenly in one hand and quite soon a nice girl was in the other.
All in all a wild experience.

Friday 10 April 2009

Agra and the Taj

So leaving Varanasi Amy and i set off on the night train a mere 12 hour journey.

We settled into our bunks and had a cup of chai and chatted away.

The night passed and i woke to Amy drawing my attention to a young Indian chap who seemed very groggy even for an early morning. Well apparently he had been drugged and had all his stuff stolen. He was lucky to have his brother with him but it was unpleasant to see. I had slept with my valuables under my head so nothing of mine went missing.

We arrived and caught a rickshaw to our chosen hotel and i felt the excitement of being in another new place. We thought our rooms OK and settled in. I went up to the roof garden and there she stood the beautiful Taj Mahal in all her glory.

Pictures are on face book for those not already reading this from there.

We wandered around the market to get a feel for the place.

While on the train we met a nice Finish couple Kai and Eve who we hooked up with to do a day tour starting at six am. This was definitely the best time to go, nice light and less people.

It is a wonderful building constructed by Shah Jihan in the mid 17Th C as a monument to his wife who died giving birth to their 14Th son. The poor guy was overthrown by one of his sons and thrown into prison where he could only look at his creation. The story has a sort of happy ending though as they are both buried side by side.

I love the building and its intricate marble decoration but i love the idea of a monument to love even more and now i have seen it and as a hopeless romantic it is one i needed to cross off my list.

Unfortunately i left my wife a year ago almost to the day and then broke up with a hopeless relationship a few days ago so felt a lot of mixed emotions...........AND then the ****! hit the fan and i got ill so off to hospital i trundled and spent four days recovering with i may say excellent medical care. Thank god for insurance.

I was off to Kathmandu but need too much strength for the mountains so am recovering fully in Delhi while deciding on my next move.

Tuesday 31 March 2009

Varanasi

Varanasi, wow! What an assault on the senses after the Shanti, chilled out South Varanassi confronts you on all fronts. This city has many faces but to make it understandable to those who have never been will be hard but i will try and leave you with my impressions.


I met a young girl from England also doing the long haul trip from Hydrabad and we were next to one another so we palled up and went into Varanasi together as we decided to go to the same place. We were taken by rickshaw to the main road then thinking we were at the hostel or at least close by Amy got out to check the room out and i stayed in the rickshaw. After about 15 minutes i asked the guy why she was taking so long, the driver who stayed with me while his friend took Amy replied "many street no problem Varanasi holy city nothing bad happen here".


I relaxed. A moment later a lovely French girl went hurrying past i caught her on the way back in a blind panic, she had lost her husband poor woman i offered support and she disapeared with a look of dispare. I hope it all worked out ok for them.


We eventually got to the hostel through a maize of tiny sterets and checked into our rooms. It was morning so we went up to the roof and were greeted with a terrific view of the river. We stayed in Manikarnika Ghat the main one for burning and we could see the smoke rising continually and the smell of sandalwood insense permiated the thick air. There were also piles of logs stacked along the streets crammed next to rows of tiny shops sellying everything including the best lassie i have yet tasted, yum!


We wandered around and were so close to the river at least i knew i could find my way back.


We were imediatly approached by a chap who started explaining the whole burning ritual. From our view point we were perhaps fourty feet from about six wood fires where we could see the burning process but were not allowed too close. We were warned not to take pictures as this would be "very big problem". I will not go into the whole ritual but one interesting fact was that holy men and a few other types will not be burnt because they are already pure.


Everywhere we went we were approached by young and old "you come look my shop, no buy just look". I ended up buying a scarf i did not want just to get rid of the guy. So Varanassi was my first experience of real pushyness and it is a *******! Pain in the arse.


I met up with a nice crowd and we hung out together going across the river and exploring the ghost of a town with a museum showing old carriages and weapons of the former Marahajas. Did not expect much but was pleasantly surprised but apart from us all nearly dying of thirst that was it for the other side.


Last night we all went out to the German bakery and the Westeern food we had was amazing, i had a chicken scnitzel that was excellent, well anything would taste great after dosa or paan all the time. I had a massage on the Ghat steps it was teriffic. I got up and was so relaxed, just as well because later that night we all went together to watch and take part in a festival and the nasty side of the city emerged as one of the young girls was being followed and seriously harassed by this creep of a guy. I won't say what i overheard him proposition her but suffice it to say i had to be held back from attacking him. We retreated back to the safety of the hostel to relive the experience and have a few beers. So, a holy city? Definitely! Seedy as hell after dark? Sure! So now i am sitting here with an hour and a half left before i take the night train with Amy to the good `ol Taj in Agra. Can't wait.


Will update pics in a day or two but i have had a great time, oh yes i also took a couple of yoga and meditation classes and loved it. My guru was cool.


Thursday 19 March 2009

Hampi

So here i am in yet another magical place or so it seems on the surface....Beautiful temples, an adorable elephant Lakshmi who i got a blessing from yesterday. She put her trunk on my head, holy men, but wait! Hello where you from? You want photo? Come i take photo of you, shanti,shanti. Thank you R's50 thank you and off they go for other new unsuspecting arrivals.

I went to post a parcel at the "post office" this morning after i woke early to walk amongst the ruins. It is beautiful in the early morning and really apart from the evening the only time to do it as it is getting close to 40 degrees. So i arrive at the "post office" at 9am and wait, and wait. Eventually someone who worked at the "post office" arrived but had no key. A few moments later the big man arrived and the office was opened. I was then told to wrap my parcel. I was taken down a dingy alleyway to where a woman started sewing a bag for me. She even sealed the corners with wax, well that's the first cloth parcel i have ever sent. That cost me R's50. Returning to the office i eventually realised after being asked for my passport details that the parcel would assuredly arrive sometime in the next two weeks "for sure", we'll see.

I booked my ticket to Varanasi and leave on Sunday night and arrive on Wednesday morning going by train and sleeper coach, you can guess the journey will be grueling. I have put some pics on Facebook but it is hard both from the point of view of security as they are paranoid after the Mumbai attacks and technically as the computers abilities vary enormously. While I'm on the subject it is very hard to get into a writing flow, for example this key board doesn't print H's unless you hit the key about 10 times. So check facebook for pic's and I'll add when i can.

I'd love some interaction on my blog so comments and suggestions are welcome.

Tuesday 17 March 2009

Little Israel

Starting this is almost impossible because i have just had one of the best weeks of my life and how the hell do i describe what i have experienced?
After we left the Ashram as a group of five we headed for the hill stations and went to three of them. We loved Munar the tea plantation as it was so scenically beautiful with tea bushes as far as the eye could see. We did a bit of hiking there and found a nice lake and the next day hired a rickshaw to take us around for the day. All these places were at least two sometimes three bus rides away but always worth it in the end.
OK, so we went to this high station and as soon as we arrived an old and familiar sense woke inside me and i literally sniffed the air with excitement, I felt after two weeks on the road that i wanted to find somewhere to chill and experience India at it it's best pace, slow!
So we found a nice room and checked in for the night.
We were up quite early the next morning as we wanted to explore as much as possible of this exciting place. We walked up into the forest and found a great view point overlooking a huge valley below us. We were taking a well earned rest and as we were admiring the view a young Swede also named Richard appeared carrying a copy of Jack Carouak's On the road. He sat down and chatted to us for a while and then wandered off leaving us some interesting information that the real place to stay was not Kodai but in the hills where we were. We were on our way to replenish our water bottles at the nearest chai stall when Gilhad appeared this was the sign, he took us to a free cottage in a beautiful position with a great view. The only hardship as with all the houses was the enormously steep climb and to make things more fun there were a few rocks to negotiate as well. Almost immediately i got the picture. Everyone just wandered from house to house and amazing things happened. People got together and sang, danced, discussed philosophy and we all captured an energy that is as old as time itself, all i can say is that i cried when i left not because of the physical beauty of the place but the human interaction that i crave on a deep and meaningful level i found it again after so many years.
It is a place that a lot of Israelis go so of course i felt right at home and totally loved and accepted by everyone. One really weird and wonderful thing that happened was that i was invited to the Sabbath diner, yes there was a little Jewish missionary there and it also happened to be Purim a Jewish holiday when it is a commandment to get arse holed. What a great law hey?
I will talk about this experience over a Glass or two of wine with those of you that wish to here my story it also has some Russian mafia involved or ma by it didn't not sure I'll ever know the answer to that one, hehehe, what a week!
So now i am in Bangalore and on my way to Hampi tomorrow which i will tell you all about soon enough.
I cant get pics up now but i have some fun ones to put up soon which I'll put on Facebook.

Sunday 22 February 2009

Kumily

Hahahaha is what i feel about the last few days or so. Let me try and give you an insight into my mindset and experiences.
As i left Goa my train was about a 26 hour journey down south to the beautiful backwaters of Kerela. It was due to leave at 11.18 pm and arrive sometime early afternoon the next day. I booked sleeper class non air con, sort of second class of three choices. The train arrived at 1.30 am which was quite normal so i have been told. I met a few other Westerners the usual sort of mix, a Yank and his irritating "where can i plug my hair drier in?" kind of girl, an Englishman and me. We braved the food together and looked out for one another. I got some broken sleep and then bloody 5.30. Chai,chai,chai, chai,chai,cobie,cobie cobie,chai,chai which means tea or coffee was all i heard for the next 12 hours or so interspersed with begging every couple of minutes relentlessly then people got on to sell everything possible nothing of which was of any value to me although the idea of buying Daniel a doll that sung in Hindi quite appealed to me as i would love to see Stu and Sam cope with the racket.
So, i arrived in the town where i was to get the boat to the Ashram of course the boat only leaves once a day so i had to stay over night. I stayed in Johnson's Backpackers which was great, so clean and cheap.
Happily refreshed after a good nights sleep i headed off to the jetty driven in a tuk tuk, oh boy what a ride.
The boat ride was a scream. Within minutes a whole group of us had gathered and the booze started flowing and the laughter and merrymaking were overtaking us all. The ride took about six hours taking us through some amazing sights with a stop off for lunch which consisted of some rice, dhal pickle and some other vegetable all on a palm leaf and we all used our hands as there was no cutlery evident. Fairly tasty but not great.
Fishermen using ancient fishing techniques and life going on with children running along waving at us enthusiastically was a common sight all along the banks of the river as we lazily passed them by.
A couple of our group, two Jewish Americans were seasoned Ashram visitors as they were making a documentary film about Ashram life. They had robes already and really looked the part. Anyway by the time we reached the Ashram we were all in high spirits and not feeling very spiritual at all...... I will continue soon as it is hot and the Internet keeps crashing. The sign read Internet cafe but i am sitting in some guys bedroom with a computer in it...that seems to be India and so far i love it.

Wednesday 18 February 2009

NEXT STOP....KERELA

Well thank god this week has come to an end.....what i hear you gasp you've just spent a week in a tropical paradise. Well yes i have and it bored me to tears. Only today as i am leaving have i had my first conversation with a couple of intelligent and for that matter attractive Canadian girls. One of whom has just come from the Ashram i am going to and she said it was amazing so although she said i may not survive the 26+ hour train journey, i will love it when i get there. Phew! here's hoping.
I need some real India. Goa sold it's soul a long time ago and now it's like a pilgrimage to a forgotten and buried lifestyle. Trying desperately to cling on to a few Rupees no matter from whose hands they come from.
Goa was great but not for me, Hey I've always got Clifton or Camps Bay.
Hope i find a more meaningful experience in Kerela.

Sunday 15 February 2009

High Tide

Oh the effort! It is so laid back here things are almost horizontal. Well people are most of the time.
I have been indulging in the art of hedonism doing bugger all basically except for an extraordinary massage yesterday for over an hour and costing about $5. Eating everything under the sun from grilled fish smothered in garlic to curries of various descriptions (will learn more before i comment too verbosely) Everything has been good, sometimes even excellent! ....But you know what? I am bored stiff. Where i am seems to attract amongst others British Midland over 50's on SAGA tours or the inevitable German stereotypically claiming their deck chairs so not really my cup of tea.
In light of this i have decided to head for Kerela on Thursday to the ashram there with the hugging mother. I might get a hug too. As i mentioned to some of you they get involved with community projects so I'll see what i can do there...perhaps just chill and meditate for a couple of weeks, we'll see.

Thursday 12 February 2009

Goa

I awoke quite suddenly in the middle of the night or 4.30 really and knew sleep was over. I was quite relaxed though and waited for 6.15 to roll on. Well it inevitably did and i got up to begin my journey. I noticed a heavy but wet snow falling outside and suppressed any feelings of worry. about delays and the like.

Mercifully the taxi came early and i was ready to go to Heathrow T2. After a hair raising journey on the M4 narrowly missing a collision we arrived.

I was able to get an earlier flight to Frankfurt so i took it as i only had an hour between flights otherwise.

The flights were thankfully uneventful except for the final one landing in Goa lets just say i've had smoother ones.

I was met as arranged by the hotels driver with a sign and a sigh of relief as i was taken to the hotel in about an hour of which the first part was in darkness. My first impressions of Goa would have to be the countless palm trees popping out of a thick fog. Humm, ok, i think i am going to like. As the sun rose quickly i saw the Portuguese style buildings everywhere. The traffic although right from the start it was never quiet began to pick up. The main mode of transport seems to be scooters with largely helmetless riders.

My room was amazing En suite bathroom, air conditioning, satelite TV and clean....well at least until i got into it. On the pricy side but i wanted a gentil toe dipping experience to begin with.

I had a quick shower and changed into a pair of shorts. God! how nice that feels after endless winter.

So i slept a few hours and woke up deciding to try the food. It's got to ok right? ok here goes nothing i thought. I went for the butter chicken and rice. It was delicious and so was the lassie (drink) that went with it and then the pancake discovery. Oh dear the pancakes. Well they were good.

While i was eating i heard a loud voice booming around the bar and pool area. A 6`3inch Canadian Shaun or Shaaaaaunn. was organising music and generally orchestrating, beer bringing and Just being how some people are when on holiday. I sat near by and soon found myself drawn into conversation. He had a side kick Bob from Manchester with a very strong accent which amused me as i could just see the communication difficulties he would face. He was quiet with a perpetual grin on his face. Wonder why? Soon a group of 3 Indian girls had joined us due to Shaaaun's persuasiveness. The evening came to an end at about eight and i went to bed happy to have arrived and knackered.

Thursday 5 February 2009

1st. India trip.The day before departure.

What a countdown! I mean, really! I applied for my visa about six weeks ago and then for those who don't know the Indian High Commission lost both my visa application and passport and only found it on Tuesday so the application was ready.......wait for it, at 3pm this afternoon. For God's sake! Anyway, I am all set with a rucksack weighing about 15 kilos of which most is made up of medical supplies and the lonely planet guide book. Now, weather permitting I will be off at 9.50 U.K time. I am due to arrive in Goa after catching a connecting flight at 6am Indian local time. I have allowed myself the luxury of three nights in a good hotel right on the beachfront to unwind and relax a bit before I prepare myself for the unknown. So my last evening is being spent with friends in London having a beef casserole which is most welcome as cows are sacred in India as far as i know so Yum! oh, how could I fail to mention the 1998 Lynch Bages breathing nicely ready to quench my thirst. So with that in mind, I shall bid you farewell until I arrive.